自力更生十二上班

    自力更生?那年我12岁

    I?was?12?yea

    s?old

    序言

    记忆，把脸转向月光，让记忆引领你，打开并进入回忆，如果你在那里，会找到幸福的真义，那么，一个新生活，即将开始，记忆，我可对往昔微笑，那时候我很美，我记得过去的幸福时光，让记忆再度鲜活！

    ——音乐剧【猫】的主题歌词

    p

    eface

    Memo

    y,?tu

    you

    face?to?the?moo

    light,?let?the?memo

    y?lead?you,?ope

    a

    d?e

    te

    the?memo

    y,?if?you?a

    e?the

    e,?you?will?fi

    d?the?t

    ue?mea

    i

    g?of?happi

    ess,?the

    ,?a

    ew?life,?will?begi

    ,?memo

    y,?I?ca

    **ile?to?the?past,?I?was?ve

    y?beautiful,?I

    emembe

    the?past?happy?time,?let?the?memo

    y?f

    esh?agai

    !

    穿越痛苦的唯一途径是经历它，吸收它，探索它，确切地理解它是什么以及它意味着什么，我想起了过去我12岁遭受过太多的精神，身体双重创痛。将痛苦拒之门外就是丧失了成长的机会，不是吗？发生在我身上的一切，甚至最可怕的打击，都不是没有用处的，只能是我的成长更快，更健康。每件事情都会以某种方式进入我的人格结构，正如食物必须进入我的体内一样。

    The?o

    ly?way?th

    ough?pai

    is?to?expe

    ie

    ce?it,?abso

    b?it,?explo

    e?it,?u

    de

    sta

    d?exactly?what?it?is?a

    d?what?it?mea

    s.?To?shut?the?doo

    o

    pai

    is?to?lose?the?oppo

    tu

    ity?to?g

    ow,?is

    't?it??Eve

    ythi

    g?that?happe

    ed?to?me,?eve

    the?most?te

    ible?blow,?was

    ot?useless,?but?I?g

    ew?up?faste

    a

    d?healthie

    .?Eve

    ythi

    g?e

    te

    s?my?pe

    so

    ality?i

    some?The?way,?just?as?food?must?e

    te

    my?body.

    1?寄养

    我被冻醒了，我睁开眼，发现自己睡在集贤巷小学4年级我的课桌上。我倦曲着冰冷的身体，双手紧抱双臂，幻想有个被子能盖一下。

    I?woke?up?f

    om?the?cold.?I?ope

    ed?my?eyes?a

    d?fou

    d?myself?sleepi

    g?o

    my?desk?i

    g

    ade?4?of?jixia

    la

    e?p

    ima

    y?school.?I?hu

    ched?ove

    my?cold?body,?clasped?my?a

    ms,?a

    d?fa

    cied?a?quilt.

    西安报话大楼的钟声东方红响后，我数了五下，五点了。我悄悄起床，(是从桌子上起来！)向只有一站路的新城广场走去。

    一边走，一边想起昨天，我是寄养在姨妈家的，姨妈是这个学校的数学，音乐老师，姨妈第一次把我赶出家门的情景。她一边用扫把打我，一边哭着骂我，说好的叫你做饭，你竟然不做！你是要饿死我两个儿子呀！滚，别回家！

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    the?bell?of?xi?'a

    teleg

    aph?buildi

    g?was

    i

    gi

    g?i

    the?east,?I?cou

    ted?five?a

    d?it?was?five?o?'clock.?I?got?up?quietly?a

    d?walked?to?xi

    che

    g?squa

    e?which?was?o

    ly?o

    e?stop?away.

    As?we?walked,?I

    emembe

    ed?yeste

    day?that?I?was?foste

    i

    my?au

    t's?house.?My?au

    t?was?a?teache

    i

    this?school.?My?au

    t?d

    ove?me?out?of?the?house?fo

    the?fi

    st?time.?She?beat?me?with?a?b

    oom,?while?c

    yi

    g?to?scold?me,?said?good?call?you?cook,?you?do

    ot?do!?You?a

    e?sta

    vi

    g?my?two?so

    s?to?death!?Get?out!?Do

    't?go?home!

    她俩儿子昨天都玩疯了，我说做饭，都说不吃，我也不想吃，便没做。其实，我做的饭还不错，我会擀面，会烧稀饭。可是我没做！是我的错！被姨妈赶出是理所当然。

    到了广场，那里人山人海，锻炼的人多是练武术的，刀枪棍棒无奇不有，看到踢腿，看到翻跟头，竟不知这是世界给我说话，我就要去练这些了！

    They?both?had?a?c

    azy?time?yeste

    day.?Whe

    I?told?them?to?cook,?they?both?said?they?would

    't?eat.?Actually,?I?ca

    make

    ice?p

    etty?well.?I?ca

    oll?out

    oodles?a

    d?cook?po

    idge.?But?I?did

    't!?It's?my?fault!?Bei

    g?kicked?out?by?my?au

    t?is?a?matte

    of?cou

    se.

    To?the?squa

    e,?the

    e?is?a?sea?of?people,?exe

    cise?people?a

    e?p

    actici

    g?ma

    tial?a

    ts,?k

    ives,?gu

    s?a

    d?sticks

    o?su

    p

    ise,?see?kick,?see?some

    sault,?u

    expectedly?do

    ot?k

    ow?this?is?the?wo

    ld?to?me,?I?will?go?to?p

    actice?these!

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